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Saturday, May 21, 2011

AM I REAL?

Is there ever a time that you do not feel real? I know everyone experiences this at some point in their life and some more than others whether they realize it or not. It is such an odd feeling. It is a weird strange feeling that comes over me. I have experienced these throughout my life. From what I have been told it is deperonalization and it is actually a mental disorder. Could I have this? I don't know but possibly. 

If I remain in this state of mind for long it freaks me out. Seeing my body and hearing myself talk seems so weird and so not real. You feel like you are in a dream or a movie. I feel like I am totally someone else and just not real. It is difficult to describe and difficult to understand unless you have experienced it yourself. It is a feeling of disconnection from people and also from life itself. At times you may feel that you are disabled or detached from the world around you as well as the world within you. Kind of freaky I know. 

Like I said it is very difficult to describe and very frustrating that it is hard to describe. At times you may even feel like you are outside of or detached from your body. It is a disassociation disorder but it can also be symptoms of other disorders as well. I personally can not stand the feeling of not being real. It wigs me out big time. It can make you feel like you are going crazy to a certain extinct depending on how severe you experience it. Well, I really don't know what else to say about it. It is just an unreal feeling. You will just have to google it to try to understand more of the symptoms if you are interested. 

So do any of you have these feelings at times? What do you think about it?

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